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LIFE'S TOUGH

I'was having a tough time....

then i typed LIFE'S TOUGH in google.

saw a guy wrote this, verty interesting:

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Life is Tough

The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough!

It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it?

Death! What's that. a bonus?

I think the life cycle is all backwards.

You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old folks home. You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work for forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. You go to gradeschool, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating... and you finish off as an orgasm!

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interesting ~ isn't it?

ah~ i had~ a ~ really ~ really nice holiday~ it is called a HOLIDAY~

haha....

i didn't even open the book for once~~ HEIZ~~

ny~ new term~ new day~ new katherine ><~~

PUT SOME PICS IN ALBUM~ CHECK ~ CHECK~ ><~

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THE ICE GIRL

I luv Winter... luv the feeling of COLD.... body shaking~~ frozen heart~~

I'm stressing myself. pushing myself to come across more and more troubles, pressure.

Againsting the ppl who put power on me.

I duno why.

Am i a FREAK?

Maybe just in ADOLESCENCE.

I hate authoritarian attitude, especially when be used by some ppl to keep their dignity.

I hate that.

telling me what should do what should not do.

I'm turning 18~ i wanna make the choice myself. and take the responsibilities myself

Feeling myself

INDEPENDENCE

FREEDOM

Maybe that's why i'm pushing myself in these kinda situations.

Living force? is it?

I can't stop hurting myself. Like a slow suicide.

I can't even sleep well. I can feel my heart striking. Hard to breath. all day long.

I always wake up with a start... nightmare...

I have nowhere to hidde. nothing to wam. nobody to lie on. give me warm and hug.

My heart's black and frozen. feeling it will be broken next second everyday.

How come?

That sunny and smiling kathrin's gone away.... as growning old.

I have no peace in mind.

Alfie said.

If u dun have that, u've got nufin.

Though it's used for realations, it suits me now.

Yeah. I luv Winter...

everything's FROZEN...

U WERE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO WARM U, DRY UR TEARS, NOT TO BE ALONE, TO COMFORT U, TO MAKE U SMILE... WITHOUT ME..

COS I'M THE ICE GIRL FREEZING U

YEAH

I AM THE ICE GIRL, FREEZING U TO THE BONES.

THE SUN KISS THE ICE.

IT GLISTEN 4 ME.

http://www.mv138.com/play/134_27.htm

18 June 22:32 | Add a comment | Read comments (13) | Permalink | Blog it

COLD~ COLD WATER SURROUNDS ME NOW

KATHERINE~~~ 最近比较 / _ \~~~ ( 衰)...

GOD'S still punishing me~~haiz~

so~~

here~

KATHERINE~~ throw all the hwk behind~~(oh~ my dear physics)

introduce~ some great songs...（一个字一个字打得~ 拜托各位看下~^_^）

1.Maximilian Hecker - Snow White

如果你迷失在酷暑的烦躁中想寻找冬天的感觉~那这首歌的第一句就可以瞬间吸引你的心。一直不相信那个诞生决绝的黑金属重工业的德国能出现如此若天籁的声音~~MAXIMILIAN HECKER　~~能让我瞬间沉淀，心完全放松下来，淡然中慢慢回忆慢慢让伤口自愈，好多夜晚它伴我入梦，那如止水般的静可以在你不察觉的时候将你吞噬，原来孤独如此美丽.........

2.Coldplay - Trouble (地球人都知道的乐队)

全世界孤独者的国歌!! Martin用仿佛另一个世界的声音低沉的吟诉这个世界的孤单。Martin颤抖着唱着：“Oh no, i see~~”寒气已经渗入你的骨髓，接下来你能做的只有向孤独投降!!

3. Damien Rice - Cold Water( my favourite singer~actually~ every song of his is so sad~~)

一直相信，整天把孤单放嘴边的人一般过的都不错～一直在怀疑一个人玩味悲伤或孤独得没个人懂得什么是真正的孤独。
我敢说Damien Rice做到了，当他开口第一句简简单单两个单词“Cold ～ cold Water”唱出时我就被深深的打动了。一块尖冰落入寒水却不溅起水花，那波纹就是我当时的感觉。他只用咬字的技巧就把一句简单的话语唱的如此有场景感，看来我心中的成熟歌者就是他了，向吟游诗人Damien Rice致敬......

4. MUSE- Unitended

又是一个我的最爱～～感觉不出悲的悲伤～虽说是摇滚乐队.但是这首歌好安静..一只觉得中国的某个摇滚乐队实在是太口水了。（CHERRY 表打我~~）但是我整天把　MUSE的歌放在嘴边～不算口水嘛？～呵呵～一年前听得时候觉得，想缩在一个角落里面～听这个乐队的歌，

5.Sopor Aeternus - No One Is There

曾幼稚的跟风到处说《黑色星期天》是杀人歌曲。但直到我听到它才知道什么才是死亡的真正压倒性恐惧感～～这首歌所表达的孤独超过这十首中我所介绍的任何一首，这孤独让我想起终生监禁的死囚～～还有冰冷棺寝中的死尸所发出的悲鸣～～～　没有心理准备或感情脆弱的人慎重！！。

6.Evanescence - Breathe no More

我一直觉得他们的歌～很~~　口水～ bt~ 口水就口水了～

闭上眼睛大脑中出现了古堡、坟墓与黑夜，一个华丽的歌特公主高贵的吟唱着，歌声如哭泣。孤独是一切。

7.Radiohead - Creep

这理我要介绍Radiohead的“绝望三步曲”，首先是他们的成名作《Creep》。这首简直就是对那些被主流遗弃的边缘人心理的最好写照。那拒人千里之外的孤独感以及让人无法忍受的颓废无不在表达Radiohead对孤独感深刻的认识，也许他们就像歌中所说那样“我是个爬行动物，我是个怪物，我来自地狱，我不属于人间”......

8.Radiohead - Fake Plastic Trees

曾看过一篇文章，内容是“假如今天是世界末日，你最想听什么？”答案就是《Fake Plastic Trees》！Thom Yorke曾回忆说“我们做音乐的态度就是将每一天都当作末日将至”。是啊，好的音乐就是要这样才能诞生，于是一首承载着慰藉、孤单、毁灭的巨作诞生了，整首歌让人荡气回肠，末日的场景让人心惊肉跳，最后一切归于平淡，只听一个人声清唱:“If I Could Be Who You Wanted/If I Could Be Who You Wanted/All The Time/All The Time......”作为这世界上最后的幸存者，这是种怎样的孤独？？？

有人说，心情不好的时候更不能听这些悲伤郁闷的歌~ 会越听越闷得~

BUT!

KATHERINE is KATHERINE~

阿拉有阿拉自己的活法~

像阿拉这么爱情调的～　悲也要悲得有感觉

SO ..

以上用了KATHERINE　２个小时写的东西呢~ 献给所有爱音乐~ 爱孤单~爱悲伤的朋友们～

19 May 21:47 | Add a comment | Read comments (16) | Permalink | Blog it

can you feel my world?

katherine 也会发这种歌词的blog呢~~

katherine 不是很鄙视这种无聊的blog的嘛~~

为什么呢？

因为katherine今天此时此刻的心情很怪，（怪 means sad~）

然后呢~ 正好radom windows media player在放这首歌，然后呢~也不知道为什么突然觉得很好听。。。lee hom ma~~ of cos awesome lar~~

很喜欢lee hom的中低。还记得katherine的最爱嘛？：

两个人不等于我们

mv，从吉他里面透过洞望出去，lee hom轻轻的拨着弦，喃喃的低咛着：

你想我吗会偶尔想我吗。。。。

哈哈～突然发现这首歌的歌词好适合我。

anyway~~

katherine always believes: tmr's a nother day... everything's gona be okay~ just~~ needs some time~~ and~ it's weird~~ sometimes i enjoy struggling in a sad mood.

hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahhaa...

CAN YOU FEEL MY WORlD
你只喜欢我微笑
你决定我的需要
我要怎么说才好
我不是为你制造
关心像是泥沼
拉住我往下掉
爱是漂亮口号
透过你的视角
你把我的喜好
随便删掉
变成你要的调调
你为我好我知道
我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲
你却不明了
怎样爱你才好
毕竟黑白需要自由奔跑
不能满足拥抱
can you feel my world
真实的我没办法伪造
can you take my hands
真诚你会感觉到
can you feel my world
真实的我没办法伪造
并不想讨好
你才觉得我重要
你只要我有礼貌
其他假装看不到
我要怎么说才好
当我的情绪低潮
关心像是泥沼
拉住我往下掉
爱是漂亮口号
透过你的视角
你把我的喜好
随便删掉
变成你要的调调
你为我好我知道
我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲
你却不明了
怎样爱你才好
毕竟黑白需要自由奔跑
rap:i keep on comin' back for more yo
日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷
为什么只有我的音乐能够让我依靠
我知道我的世界已经变的越来越小
跑不掉逃不了
怎么面带着微笑
怎么面对着你才好
怎么眼泪都在掉
怎么嘴嘟着好严肃
这不是哭着就好
怎么旋律在我脑袋
一直转一直绕
一直率一直撑着我再一次祷告
帮助我
can you feel my world
真实的我没办法伪造
can you take my hands
真诚你会感觉到
can you feel my world
真实的我没办法伪造
并不想讨好你才觉得我重要